Poetry II

Steady and Free

I put myself behind the bars

Of validation, and norms

I lost myself in the mask

Of facade, and pretense

I take it off. I break the bars.

And run, far, far away

I feel them, being thrown at me

Fresh and burning, thrown at me

Oh! It’s too much

My eyes can’t breathe

My heart can’t see

But I don't yield, and then slowly

It all fades away

Nothing, solitude, freedom

“They have left me”

I take a step forward

Steady and free

-19/07/2022 (18 y/o)

* * *

Ever again

As heaven’s blessings graze the dirt

The world beyond fades away

Behind the wet crystals

And the feel of the wind

And the mist of the milky sky

Ah! the prayers have been heard

But then….destruction

Maybe….it’s a curse

To have a blessing given

So suddenly, intensely, so cruelly

So much that no one can hold

Will we ever know?

As the wind howls

And the sky growls

His tears stream

Shivers, Trembles

Screams and cries

But then

Peace

As if nothing happened

Monster, we say, never again

And yet

We want again

And we weep again

-01/08/2022 (18 y/o)

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